Just friends on the internet?
Jun. 15th, 2009 04:12 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
alexandriawebSo I'm a little upset today.
A girl I used to talk to on the internet died. She was really ill and I knew it was coming but I'm still pretty upset.
See it's weird, that although I never actually met her, she felt like a friend and now it feels like someone I really knew died.
Funny how the world works.
I nearly cried you know. I remembered that she left me a few messages on my profile on the forum we were on and I went back and read them. It was silly of me, I felt myself welling up and wondering when I became this emotional.
There were only two, one saying thanks for wishin her happy birthday and that she liked the picture I posted (I don't remember what the picture was at all :( ) and the other thanking me for wishing her well with her latest round of chemo. All the crazy stuff I pulled on those boards, and yet there she was thanking me for stuff.
She was lovely, and I'll miss seeing her name next to posts. :(
A girl I used to talk to on the internet died. She was really ill and I knew it was coming but I'm still pretty upset.
See it's weird, that although I never actually met her, she felt like a friend and now it feels like someone I really knew died.
Funny how the world works.
I nearly cried you know. I remembered that she left me a few messages on my profile on the forum we were on and I went back and read them. It was silly of me, I felt myself welling up and wondering when I became this emotional.
There were only two, one saying thanks for wishin her happy birthday and that she liked the picture I posted (I don't remember what the picture was at all :( ) and the other thanking me for wishing her well with her latest round of chemo. All the crazy stuff I pulled on those boards, and yet there she was thanking me for stuff.
She was lovely, and I'll miss seeing her name next to posts. :(
