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Writer's Block: Who's your BFF?
Oct. 4th, 2009 03:14 pm[Error: unknown template qotd]
Probably Gavin now I think about it.
We very rare see eachother since I came to uni, and it's a shame, he's my best friend and I miss him, he's hardly online these days either :(
I keep thinking I've found people who I can trust and call close friends but then something useually comes along out of the blue and kills it (previous examples being people who turned out to be somewhat bunny boilerish, people who moved away and never kept in contact, the girl who stole my boyfriend when I was 15 and then decided it would be funny to ring me an let me know she'd just lost her virginity to him and it hurt, the various people who decided some substance abuse was in order and if I wasn't going to play along I wasn't worth keeping around, the guy who I thought was my friend until I moved to uni and then the only time he ever rang was to slag Gavin off and then more recently the person who'd rather stay under her abusive father's thumbnail than stand up for my other friend who she was supposed to love).
That said, I do think I have found people I can trust and *fingers crossed*n call close friends this time.
Wow this was probably more depressing than anyboy else's answers...Feel's good to let it out sometimes though.
Probably Gavin now I think about it.
We very rare see eachother since I came to uni, and it's a shame, he's my best friend and I miss him, he's hardly online these days either :(
I keep thinking I've found people who I can trust and call close friends but then something useually comes along out of the blue and kills it (previous examples being people who turned out to be somewhat bunny boilerish, people who moved away and never kept in contact, the girl who stole my boyfriend when I was 15 and then decided it would be funny to ring me an let me know she'd just lost her virginity to him and it hurt, the various people who decided some substance abuse was in order and if I wasn't going to play along I wasn't worth keeping around, the guy who I thought was my friend until I moved to uni and then the only time he ever rang was to slag Gavin off and then more recently the person who'd rather stay under her abusive father's thumbnail than stand up for my other friend who she was supposed to love).
That said, I do think I have found people I can trust and *fingers crossed*n call close friends this time.
Wow this was probably more depressing than anyboy else's answers...Feel's good to let it out sometimes though.
